Hey everyone. It's Nick with another update. This past Monday was the lowest I ever felt in a long time since my depression started. So much so that I checked myself in to a hospital (where I have been since Monday until today) for a psychiatric evaluation. After a couple of days, I found out my diagnosis: schizoaffective disorder. Basically, I'm not only suffering from depression, but also from schizophrenia. Needless to say I was a bit shocked but glad that I finally know what's wrong with me and that I can get the right help. I have a follow-up appointment in two weeks where I'll finally be able to speak with a therapist about how I see myself in this world. However that also means I'm on more powerful and more expensive medication. All of this has lead up to a really hard decision: I'm going on an art break. This has really been affecting the quality of my work, my motivation to work on art, and what little confidence I have in it. I'm not sure how long this will last. It may take weeks...months...I honestly don't know, but I hope you all understand. I'll still be around to talk. If you wanna unwatch me, I completely understand and I won't hold any ill feelings towards you.